really random benefit of my current frame of mind is that, despite having a long standing journey away from such things, i now can see just about anything scary and not give it a second thought. REAL things like murders and muggings and shit like that can freak me out, but since there IS nothing supernatural, i'm good to go.

i wasn't one to be scared or anything, but now there is no place for "evil" to live in my head. just asshole, greedy bastards, and the mentally deranged. things i can understand and deal with. put a face and some science to.

it wasn't really an issue before but now it wont ever be again for sure.


thats it. just a nice realization. a tiny freedom.